Okay so New Years went well. I met his friends, got along with them. All went great.

I asked him about the text message. And he poured his heart out to me. And it’s fucking great, because I feel almost exactly the same. I’m so glad I met him!!

Zach is being pretty good the past two days. I’m sure this means The Spawn will come out soon. I’m just waiting for it..

So for my birthday Dude is taking me to Longhorn and to see Sweeney Todd. I can’t wait to see the movie, moreso than dinner. Haha. Of course I can’t wait to just spend time with him.

He definitely has my heart.

Okay. So now here’s the deal. At first, Saturday was supposed to go like this:
Work.
Home.
Sleep for a couple hours.
Get up.
Clean the house.
Nap with Zach.
Get up & finish cleaning.
Mother comes home from work.
I go to get C to spend the night.

NOW.. it is going more like this.
Friday:
Rush to clean house!! (Mind you, I should be doing this right about now instead of sitting here and typing about it. Duh!)
Saturday:
Get off work.
Pick up C.
Come home.
Do… I don’t know?

Yeah, see? Drastic change right. His roomies are having a poker night and he doesn’t want to be there for any of it. For some reason, he says he’d rather spend time with me. Now, trust me, I am not saying that is bad! Because I am honestly loving the time I spend with him. He is a big cuddler. And normally, I’m not. But I just love being close to him!

…So, he set up a myspace. Added me. Sent me this..
” just seeing how this damn thing works. so glad i met u. maybe see u tomorrow? hehe “

Ahhhhhhhh I LOVE the butterflies!!

Oh and did I mention that this weekend … he meets my mom? A little bit nervous right there. Seriously. I hope all goes as planned. I think I’m going to invite him over for Thanksgiving as well.

So other than all this happy stuff …. I am so broke. So so so broke. I hate being broke. But I’ll be okay. I think I will, anyhow. I hope.

The spawn hasn’t been too bad today! …I hope I’m not jinxing myself now.

Sooo yea my friend babysat Zach Sat night/Sunday morning. She had music on. He told her, “dance, Tas!” she said she didn’t want to dance.. he said “well MOMMY dances!!”  … haha makes me feel loved.

Tonight I start my backpacker training, I believe. Fun fun. It is pretty fun though. I like it. Plus, after I pass the test, it’s a 50 cent raise! Now that’s pretty damn good!

My weekend was awesome. Zach met C. It all worked out good. I’m glad. Hopefully next weekend he’ll come and hang out here on Sunday. I’m happy with him! It’s all good.

Sorry so short! I need to jump in the shower and load the dishwasher and go to work. Blah.

So this weekend is Kaitlen’s birthday party. Now, being the best friend of the mommy of Kaitie, I get recruited for decorating! Mind you, this is after working 10-6 every night Monday – Friday and averaging 4-5 hours of sleep a day. So Friday night/Saturday morning (technically Saturday) I get to come home after work, get maybe 3 hours of sleep … maybe. Then get up and get ready for the party. Help Sarah get ready for the party. Maybe she’ll watch Zach so I can get some sleep during the day.. but highly unlikely. We will probably be busy, I am sure! The party is at 5. I’m kinda excited about it a bit!

Other than that… I’ll go home. Get a shower. Get dressed. Go out! Tas and Jose are going to take me to meet up with C. Excited about this! We are meeting at the bar. Tas and Jose may go in to have a drink with us. Then I’ll leave with C. We’ll go back to his house, probably watch a movie, spend some time together, ya know. I’m spending the night there this time. Then Sunday his plans are for us to sleep in and then go out to breakfast. Then he’s driving me home. He’ll be meeting Zach as well. Probably spending some time here or whatever then he’s going home to watch football.

I’m really excited/nervous this time. I don’t know why. It’s very odd. Not like I don’t know him! But all the better, right? Butterflies is a good sign… right?

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Okay so yesterday was our “date”.. if you want to call it that. We settled on calling it “two people (who are interested in each other) getting together for a nice lunch” – otherwise known as a date. We went to Smuggler’s Cove. I hate seafood, ugh. I had a steak sandwich. We were there for a little over an hour. At first I was very nervous. Very. I don’t know why either, it’s not like I don’t already know him! I guess the whole going out together thing. Yeah. That’s it. Either way, it was great. Nice place. Nice time. Great conversation. I like this guy. I’m still trying to push things off as just words but I don’t think I can do it for much longer. Things are becoming more real. We have been spending time together more. Talking on the phone. Texting. It’ll be 3 weekends in a row we’ve been together. Not to mention my visiting him in the AM. It’s seriously going great.

It’s been so long since I’ve felt butterflies that I don’t know how to react.

So originally C was supposed to come over here. My mother was supposed to be at work. She’s not going. He’s not coming here with her here. I’d rather him not anyways. There is always next weekend. But seriously, man, why’s she gotta ruin all the plans? Anyhow. Instead of taking Zach out with us, I am going to try to get one of two friends to babysit him for the day. If I can, he is taking me out to a nice *keyword* restaurant for lunch. If I can’t find a sitter, we’ll just go for chinese or pizza. Something kid friendly.

I am liking him more and more as the days go by! Woohoo! However, he has NO idea. And I like it that way!

So before all this I was assuming friends. Trying to blow it off as “just text messages” or “just words”… I don’t think it’s JUST anything. I think I like him. Oh boy, oh boy, I have a crush!!! Haha, I know, I’m not in highschool anymore. But wow, I had a GREAT freaking morning with him! I haven’t just cuddled in so long. And it was great. And seriously, I have a crush! We’re seeing each other again tomorrow.