There’s always that empty spot inside, no matter what. You can try to fill it and try to fill it but it’s never full until you are truly happy.
I am almost there.
The CNA thing takes about 2 months or so. I’m going to go for that. While I’m doing that, I plan on going to school to be an LPN. That takes 2 years or so. That’s my plans. I feel like everything is slowly coming together.
I am talking to a friend again. We are okay. We have been talking and catching up and hopefully we are over the childish nonsense. I hope.
I am getting more excited for spring time. Zach got a bike and he can’t wait to ride it. I need to get one too so that we can ride together once he learns. I can’t wait to go to the beach, I can’t wait to go to Dorney park, I can’t wait to just go. I LOVE the spring time, the summer time. I love the fun we can have. It’s just an all around happy time to me.
However.. it’s also the time I normally screw up. So here’s hoping I stay strong this time. I plan on it.
Zach’s party was okay. A lot of people didn’t show. It irks me that adults are ignorant enough to just not show up. If your child is not going – say so. It costs me money. I hate wasting money.
SOOO I guess there’s really not too much to say. This is a quick update. I’m just happy.
I’m getting things together. I’m getting life in the right lane. I’m happy. My son is great. I’m in love. Everything is going great. For once.
