Okay so..

Yeah. The other blog didn’t work out. So I posted what I posted there. A whole 2 blogs. Wow. Big deal right? Yeah. Not.

So I got a car. There’s a start! A Saturn. Nice, pretty, silver, great on gas, decent mileage, and the payments aren’t bad either. 

Yesterday I went for the first part of my GED test. It wasn’t too hard. I just hope the second part is okay like that. Yesterday was Mathematics and Language Arts/Writing. So that was fine for me. Next is Science, Social Studies and Language Arts/Reading. Ehh.. the Science may be kinda hard. But wish me luck.

Zach’s birthday is coming soon. Yay!! I’m so excited for his party..lol. That’s sad, right. I’m more excited than him.

I think one of these days.. I’m going to take a picture day of my life and blog about it. It just seems like something good. And I’m kinda looking forward to it.

So I got a raise at work. I’m making pretty good money. Trying to get Perry a job there as well.

Anyways.. not too much more to write about. Actually nothing. So I’m going to go and update myself on other people’s lives.

Oh yeah.. things with Chris? Are still freaking awesome. I’m in love.

Sperm Donors and Radar

Sperm Donors and Radars

Luis called my house last night. Now what? I don’t get it because he hasn’t called here since last year when he got out of jail. Last April. And he’s seen Zach once, which was in April. Everything passed since then. Even Christmas! So this month is his birthday and he calls. I just don’t get it. I don’t know what he wants and why he’s trying to call now. Over the summer he told Sarah that I changed my phone number so he couldn’t call. So how is he calling now? I think he has a radar… and right now it’s flashing and saying “ALERT! ALERT! KASEY’S HAPPY! MUST RUIN!” So then he tries to come back into our lives. He has no rights here anymore. Zach is not HIS son. Zach is MY son. I raise him myself. With no help from him at all. Not at all!! It’s sad.. Chris has done more for my son than his ‘father’ ever has. How bad is that!! All I can say is I’m not going to allow him to pop in and out of my son’s life. It’s now and get in, or never and stay out. That’s all there is to it. I’m not playing games! I’m just not doing it. Somehow.. I think it’s all connected. Between XC and him. I believe it’s connected. There’s something up, I can just feel it. And I don’t like it.

Other than this.. Zach is doing great. I’m a bit stressed, but he’s doing good. He’s so smart and I’m so proud and nobody but me can take credit for this. THAT is the best thing about being a single mother. It’s all from YOU. Nobody else. My son will grow to be a wonderful man, he will treat women the right way, and he will make something of himself. (And he gets that from me.)

Last Week Of February

Monday, February 25, 2008

Woohoo! I guess I’m glad? I can’t believe months are flying by. It’s like life is just going fast! Zach will be 3 next month.. oh my god. I can’t believe it. I’ve had a child for 3 WHOLE YEARS!
So I just recently decided I’m not moving out until next year, or by next year. I need to go to college. I’m going to do online courses. And I’m really going to do it this time, not just talk about it. I want to do it. And then honestly, I want to go somewhere other than here. I want to move to a city. I want to be able to start fresh with nobody knowing my past. I’m looking forward to it. Anyway, on this subject.. I moved my bedroom upstairs to the loft. Zach now has his own room with his own tv and his toybox and all his trucks and his car rug on the floor. He loves it. I love it more I think! Haha. I am so glad to have my own room again! Yay. So that’s that.
Now.. the boyfriend. I’m happy and that’s all there is to that! He is just a wonderful guy and in all honesty I am just sooo happy I found him. I never thought all this would be happening, but I’m glad it did. I do believe I love him! And he said something about “those 3 sweet but scary words”… hmmm. Like I don’t know what that is. Hah. But I’m loving it!Easter is coming next month already. Well, first St. Patty’s Day. I’m going to the parade, like I did last year. Taking Zach of course. Maybe Chris will go with us? Who knows yet. And I think Sarah and Kaitie are going as well. It should be fun! I’m looking forward to it. Okay and then Easter. I can’t believe it is at the end of March. It’s even BEFORE Zach’s birthday! That’s so dumb. But I am excited! I want to make the Easter basket and then we’re going to do an egg hunt (me and Sarah and the kids, and Chris) and I’m just looking forward to everything! I love the holidays and having a child. It makes it all worth it! And seriously, the fact that Chris is excited about it too? That’s awesome.

Zach’s birthday party is going to be April 6th hopefully from 1-3pm at The Imagination Zone. I’m looking forward to that too! I can’t wait. I have all the people down I’m going to invite. I can’t wait to do the goodie bags and fill out invitations and all that stuff. I’m excited!! What else can I say. (Is that sad? I’m more excited than my kid!) Hah.

So that’s all for now. I don’t know what else to write.