So I am in need of a new babysitter.
I hate when stupid shit happens. We went out to lunch – twice – I paid. I also said okay, I’ll just pay for this and we’ll say I don’t owe you anything. She says okay. We also went to the bar – twice – and I paid for quite a few of her drinks.. also saying okay now I won’t pay you for Zach, I’ll just buy you stuff. She says okay. So what is the problem now? Now all of a sudden I owe her 30 dollars.. not quite sure how she gets 30? But okay. No. I am waiting for her to call me back now.
Yes I am aware that you can not pay bills with that money.. but I also know that if you’re not working, babysitting for 3 hours 2 times a week isn’t that big of a deal and helps out a little bit, right?
God I’m just so aggravated.. because I always end up paying for shit and then supposedly I screw people over but how so if I am the one paying for things in the first place?
I just can’t wait to move.. get a new job.. and put the kid in daycare. Maybe then shit will be okay… I know it will be, actually. Hopefully Sarah can babysit for me for the time being.
I pray.
