The ingredient? Me.
Haha, the other day C was supposed to come over and ended up having to work late. So I haven’t seen him since last week. And yes, I do miss him. I may be going soft. Tas mentions.. do you think he’s cheating on you?? Saying that the thought would cross her mind. Of course, what girl doesn’t have thoughts like that once in a while? However, I know better. I know things are good with us and good in my life…for the most part. I also know that I am more than enough to handle … all by myself. Hah!! So eat cake, bitches!!! 
Now for the seriousness.. somewhat. I’m not 100% here mentally.. probably not even 20% right now. I haven’t slept since about 3pm yesterday. And not much time before that! Maybe a total of about 4 hours all together? I’m not sure. Anyhow. I am about to fall over. I wish I could go to sleep, but I can’t. Have to go to probation and get Zach’s layaway while he is with Grandma. My mother is borrowing a friend of her’s car… so she has to take that back by 12. I’m planning on going out with Sarah a little later, then C is coming over. Now tell me …. when do I sleep? Honestly.. really, seriously, honestly.. I don’t want to do anything at all. I just want to sleep.
And no, I don’t think the world is against my getting sleep today. Not yet, anyhow. But yesterday.. that was a different story. Ha! Let’s not go there.
Okay okay I’m off to the store. Layaway first. Wait, no, gas first. Then layaway. Then probation. Then home. Maybe shove in an hour of sleep somewhere between now and tonight. Wish me luck.
