So honestly I don’t know what to say to make a creative post right now. I’m upset for my friend, mad at her soon to be ex husband, and seriously wish there was something I could do to help. But they have a child. There’s nothing I can say or do. All I can do is be there for her. She’s mad at the girl.. and she should be. The girl knew he was married and still didn’t care. But I think it falls more on her husband and she should be more mad at him. I think they both deserve something, anyhow. I just wish there was something I could do to help her out and help her feel better. She’s like a sister to me and there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for her daughter. I love them both and it’s just killing me to see her upset.
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C sends me texts that he should be laying next to me. And that he misses me. Can’t wait to see me. I have all these feelings too, but I haven’t really said to much. I’m scared to get too far into this not knowing what will happen. And I know that if you don’t take chances nothing will ever come.. but I’m still scared. I don’t want to totally leave myself out in the open. I really really like him, but I’ve had so many messed up “relationships”, as has he.. and I’ve messed up my share as well. I just don’t want to take the chance of getting hurt. I’m stuck.
… Have to work tonight. Overtime. I need the money.
