October 29, 2007 · 1 Comment
I am sick of being a mom!! I am sick of having to share everything I have. I made Zach oatmeal and gave him a banana. I had a bagel. So Zach NEEDS a bagel. No. It is MOMMY’S BAGEL. You can not have it! I got myself into this not knowing that I would have to share every single morsel of food ever to enter my house with this child of mine!
I am NOT saying I do not love my son. I do. I would not trade him for anything.
But he is driving me freaking INSANE! I give up! Every time I turn around it is mommy? Mommy?
I kinda get angry at my friends who don’t have kids and get to go home and sleep after work. The ones that get to go out freely, no matter what time of the day/night it is. The ones that only have to pay rent and not worry about supporting another human being off of the meesly money we all make. It makes me angry. Or should I say envious.
I don’t even know anymore. All I know is he is driving me crazy and I don’t know what to do with him anymore *sigh*
Categories: Mommyhoodness · The Spawn
Nevaeh’s father just won’t sign. I don’t know why. When I was pregnant he denied her. Now he is just using her as a trophy. He has never even seen her. He can not even say her name the right way. Give me a break, S. Just sign the papers. Please. Let my daughter have a better life!
Categories: Legal · Nevaeh
Okay so yesterday was our “date”.. if you want to call it that. We settled on calling it “two people (who are interested in each other) getting together for a nice lunch” – otherwise known as a date. We went to Smuggler’s Cove. I hate seafood, ugh. I had a steak sandwich. We were there for a little over an hour. At first I was very nervous. Very. I don’t know why either, it’s not like I don’t already know him! I guess the whole going out together thing. Yeah. That’s it. Either way, it was great. Nice place. Nice time. Great conversation. I like this guy. I’m still trying to push things off as just words but I don’t think I can do it for much longer. Things are becoming more real. We have been spending time together more. Talking on the phone. Texting. It’ll be 3 weekends in a row we’ve been together. Not to mention my visiting him in the AM. It’s seriously going great.
It’s been so long since I’ve felt butterflies that I don’t know how to react.
Categories: The Dating Life (Hah!)
