Idiots.

I swear, I work with a bunch of idiots. I must! Really. They all drive me crazy. At first, I wasn’t even getting annoyed with them. They were just all so dumb that I had to laugh.

But then it happened. I went to silkscreen 2. Should have never done it. But I did. I was talking. Then I looked at the tubes and OH NO, there are two different types of caps on them! (Yes, I do understand that nobody knows what I am talking about and this does not seem like a big deal.. but it is a HUGE deal at my job.) So.. guess who gets to FIX the mistake??? You guessed!! *bow* And I did pretty damn good. But I was getting aggravated because *I* did not put the caps into the machine. Why should I be the one to have to fix it? Chris said it’s gotta be because I am a *female* and females can fix things that men screw up.

I like his thinking.

Other than that.. I hear my name about 5050000024973975240284024 plus some times a night. Gotta love it. This is me!

I quit.

I am sick of being a mom!! I am sick of having to share everything I have. I made Zach oatmeal and gave him a banana. I had a bagel. So Zach NEEDS a bagel. No. It is MOMMY’S BAGEL. You can not have it! I got myself into this not knowing that I would have to share every single morsel of food ever to enter my house with this child of mine! 

I am NOT saying I do not love my son. I do. I would not trade him for anything.

But he is driving me freaking INSANE! I give up! Every time I turn around it is mommy? Mommy?

I kinda get angry at my friends who don’t have kids and get to go home and sleep after work. The ones that get to go out freely, no matter what time of the day/night it is. The ones that only have to pay rent and not worry about supporting another human being off of the meesly money we all make. It makes me angry. Or should I say envious.

I don’t even know anymore. All I know is he is driving me crazy and I don’t know what to do with him anymore *sigh*

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Not signing anything…

Nevaeh’s father just won’t sign. I don’t know why. When I was pregnant he denied her. Now he is just using her as a trophy. He has never even seen her. He can not even say her name the right way. Give me a break, S. Just sign the papers. Please. Let my daughter have a better life!

The Date

Okay so yesterday was our “date”.. if you want to call it that. We settled on calling it “two people (who are interested in each other) getting together for a nice lunch” – otherwise known as a date. We went to Smuggler’s Cove. I hate seafood, ugh. I had a steak sandwich. We were there for a little over an hour. At first I was very nervous. Very. I don’t know why either, it’s not like I don’t already know him! I guess the whole going out together thing. Yeah. That’s it. Either way, it was great. Nice place. Nice time. Great conversation. I like this guy. I’m still trying to push things off as just words but I don’t think I can do it for much longer. Things are becoming more real. We have been spending time together more. Talking on the phone. Texting. It’ll be 3 weekends in a row we’ve been together. Not to mention my visiting him in the AM. It’s seriously going great.

It’s been so long since I’ve felt butterflies that I don’t know how to react.

Today to see C

So originally C was supposed to come over here. My mother was supposed to be at work. She’s not going. He’s not coming here with her here. I’d rather him not anyways. There is always next weekend. But seriously, man, why’s she gotta ruin all the plans? Anyhow. Instead of taking Zach out with us, I am going to try to get one of two friends to babysit him for the day. If I can, he is taking me out to a nice *keyword* restaurant for lunch. If I can’t find a sitter, we’ll just go for chinese or pizza. Something kid friendly.

I am liking him more and more as the days go by! Woohoo! However, he has NO idea. And I like it that way!

Gotta love my boo-tay

For some unknown reason at work tonight my ass was the topic of conversation. Amusing as this was, I could have lived without! Some guy started singing the big butt song to me. Yes, I am very aware of my ass. Which is why it is on me and will never be on you. Have a nice day, boys!

C

So before all this I was assuming friends. Trying to blow it off as “just text messages” or “just words”… I don’t think it’s JUST anything. I think I like him. Oh boy, oh boy, I have a crush!!! Haha, I know, I’m not in highschool anymore. But wow, I had a GREAT freaking morning with him! I haven’t just cuddled in so long. And it was great. And seriously, I have a crush! We’re seeing each other again tomorrow.

All New!

I normally don’t blog. But I have a lot of things to say lately and I don’t want to post it all on “myspace”… I’d rather just blog to blog, ya know? I have a hard time keeping up with my blogs. I’m going to try to do it all over again and maybe, just maybe, this time it’ll work! Let’s just sit and wait….